Bluedolphin's Ocean

First time ever

2011-12-17T11:50:00.008+08:00

16/12/2011

This marks the day where I went to shop and dine alone at KL. Its a new and exciting experience for me. Overall, its a nice one. However, I can feel the plights of those who usually dine alone. The waitress was surprised when I said that just one person will dine. haha.. anyway, these are few photos to share with you guys:

some of the dishes that I ordered

one of my favourites

Me after tiring weeks.

朋友

2011-11-17T21:39:00.002+08:00

朋友，在大学的生涯扮演了重要的角色。。。

一句关心，

一句：不用紧，我去就好。。。

一个充满关心的举动：我买错了，我不吃芝士，你吃吧！

一个很乱来的借口，就已经让我的心温暖了起来。。。

让我低落的心情顿时好了起来，嘴角牵着微笑。。。

谢谢你，最真诚的朋友。。。

心情不错

2011-10-03T23:32:00.019+08:00

最近过得蛮愉快的 :)

开课至今差不多有一个月了吧！

每个周末都在巴士上度过。。。有点累，但是都是值得的。。。

第一个周末（16-18/9/2011）

下了BP一趟，也去了JB一趟。。。

到了我的其中一个快乐天堂：The Zon

因为这里可以买到我的快乐--- Ferrero rocher

也顺道去了Ayugawa Japanese & Italian Buffet (就在the zon legacy hotel 那儿）

漂亮的茶壶摆设

精致的sashimi拼盘

还有许都的日式佳肴和意大利菜。。。

吃完大餐后呢，每个都饱得不会动了（很有满足感）。之后就启程回去了（有点舍不得哦。。）

第二个周末（23-25/9/2011）

这个周末过得非常充实。三个傻婆心血来潮去了趟云顶。一路上我们都笑得好开心，许久都没这么开怀大笑了。。。（真的要多谢我那两位可爱的伙伴 :)

在缆车上

梅花树下。。哈哈。。。

大家都笑得很开心，很自然。。。

我的第一次：虽然是连哄带骗的被哄上去的，虽

然很可怕，但依然要谢谢那两位大小姐，因为让我享受到了那瞬间的美丽景色和可怕的无助感 :p

美丽的回忆

超爱和石头合照的我

在洗手间整理湿溻溻的我：有种上当的感觉因为室友说玩了之后是不会很湿的（原来事实并非如此）。

我们真的好幸运，竟然买到张信哲演唱会的入门票，而且是不错的位置哦！

张信哲！！！

欣赏完演唱会后呢，疯狂三人组就到戏院连续看了两部半夜场：

Johnny English Reborn: 从头笑到尾（虽然一看完就忘了在笑什么）

Fright Night: 我的第一部horror movie。其实并不清楚故事情节，也不懂好不好看。原因：我和室友都在蒙着眼睛看，而且我们也很睏了。

之后，三人行就在hotel's lobby过了一夜（很冷很冷的一夜）（疯狂吧？年轻嘛就是要大胆尝试）（其实是没订到酒店啦，我们也不想在lobby过夜的）

还有一点：我们把赌场当成了咖啡厅，进出赌场只为了那温暖的milo。。哈哈。。（可爱吧？:p）

回家途中，大家都累垮了。。。但都带着满满的满足感和无比的快乐心情回到我们平凡的TM。

第三个周末（30/9-2/10/2011）

这个周末我也是到处去逛一逛:) 到了BP就吃个不停（睡醒就吃，吃饱了又睡，睡了又吃，如此循环了三天才算结束）。。。尝尽了各种让我垂涎三尺的美食，然后才幸福满满的搭上归途。:)

后记：非常期待十月的来临。就快参与科系所举办的一连串的camping, field trip。。。希望不同，新鲜的回忆会伴随着我归来。。。

少了。。。

2011-08-11T00:18:00.003+08:00

忽然心血来潮，打开了沉睡了许久的部落格。。。

也许是失眠了吧！但有股冲动想胡乱在键盘上按出现在的心情。。。

少了自我为中心的生活，

少了和朋友相聚的机会，

少了朋友，

少了灵感，

少了向前冲的动力，

少了要对人微笑的习惯，

少了凡是向好的方面想的想法，

少了出去玩的冲动，

少了，我也不知道我好少了什么，

我好像步入了只属于我一个人的世界，

不善于和人沟通，

不想和人沟通，

什么都不想，

好像少了灵魂似的地过着

千篇一律的生活。

期待。。。

原来

2011-04-12T23:34:00.002+08:00

心情不好,想找个人聊天也没有...
打开面子书一看,才发现到没有一个是可以陪我聊一聊的...
原来,我已经离开了属于自己的社圈...
原来,我的朋友真的不多...
原来,我放弃了这么的多...
原来,我一直活在自己的世界里...
原来,我还有这么多的原来..
无奈.. 无奈啊!..

truly, madly, deeply

2011-03-08T22:47:00.002+08:00

I think of the time when we were preparing for STPM. This song really soothes me whenever i felt the pressure of exam. Dunno why, but really like this song. Miss the time when all of us study and at the same time enjoying our life with all the small things that means a lot to me when I'm looking back of that time. Thanks to all my dearest pal!

当下- Thoughts of the day

2011-01-25T19:22:00.000+08:00

" Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has yet to come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering."

Time to catch up :)

2011-01-18T23:23:00.004+08:00

Yeah! First post in year 2011! congratulation to myself for finally started blogging again.. anyway, lets get started..

Well, I'm a sophomore starting this semester.. Feels like getting older as the times pass by.. Can even feels the breeze of it.. :P My life here seems to be getting better or i should said, i'm well accustomed to my mundane uni life.. To be frank, started to enjoy and appreciate my life as a student in this particular university. Hopes its' not too late to realize this...Because before this, i was having a miserable life due to my own unhappy thoughts...

During my last semester break, i've put on a lot of thoughts on this matter.. Then i realized, why should i made my life so miserable and bored? Nobody is going to pull me out of this state, it's up to me to help myself or continuously let myself get drown in this self--pitying state.. Hence, i decided to change into my new self gradually. Hope can see the changes by the end of this year.

As usual, new year new resolution. I've made a few simple plan for myself. First, enjoy life to the fullest. I'll give more attention to the small pleasures in life instead of chasing after those unreachable goal. Learn to savors moment in life. This is crucial because i realized that 'life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans' as quoted from Mitch Albom. No point wasting time on planning something which we'll never archive. Apart from that, I'll put in effort to have more 'me' time. Spend times to do something which i like, pampering myself with food or books which i enjoy and most important of all, be myself.

I have given a good start with my new year resolution: enjoy my afternoon with a cuppa and a slice of cake plus a pals to talks with. :-)

不要鑽牛角尖

2010-07-28T16:47:00.003+08:00

人﹐其實可以過得簡單又快樂。。。
這其中的玄機就是-你在那一念之間的抉擇。。。

很多時候﹐我們的不快樂﹐不愉快﹐都是自找的。。
我們太執着﹐又愛鑽牛角尖。。。
雖然執着有時是一件好事。。。
但一旦過於執着﹐
那就不會是件好事﹐反而會讓一個人看不透周遭的一切。。。

遇着不愉快。。。

我們可以對着它苦惱不已﹐無論如何都要把它給剷除掉。。。
然後把自己搞得疲憊不堪﹐成日在那唉聲嘆氣。。。
又或許我們可以對它笑一笑﹐ 然後繞道而行﹐繼續我們那漫長的人生旅途。。。

這一切都掌握在自己的手中。。。

蝴蝶

2010-05-06T15:32:00.000+08:00

啊。。。好美啊﹗
快來看看﹐
那顏色是多麼地引人注目﹐
多麼地迷人。。。
在那花叢中﹐
自由自在地飛訝飛呀。。。
此景煞是好看。。。
人﹐
總是把目光放在漂亮﹐賞心悅目的東西身上。。。
只會欣賞它那外在的美麗﹐
又有誰會把目光
放在曾經擁有醜陋的外表﹐
從前的它呢﹖
曾幾何時﹐
又有誰在乎它﹐
是如何地努力﹐
如何地面對過去種種的困難與辛酸﹐
才成為今天的它呢﹖

筆于25/4/2010

Something to ponder about

2010-04-06T16:42:00.003+08:00

Its been quite sometime since the last update.. Anyway...

Been in a lot of things lately... Nothing went smoothly but learning to stand up when i've falls down.. Yes.. i know i'm not independent enough and i'm learning in the past one and a half year.. Thanks to those who ever encouraged me all this while..

Learning to admit that is my fault that i get scolded, not others. Thats the 1st thing that i need to learn in order to be independent. Trying not to put the blame on others when something do not go smoothly...

And... realised that nobody is perfect.. its time for me to tuck my temper away in a deep corner.. And try to change to a better person..

There are still so much to learn and so many obstacles which need to be overcome in the path lying ahead... but will be looking forward to it.. because with each step that i take, i'm one step nearer to my goal.. and i'll be learning from it... :)

New Year

2010-03-03T13:17:00.002+08:00

Well, the CNY have passed... miss my family, miss my old friend.. miss my hometown..
I'm a year older now, but it doesn't seems that i'm a year wiser.. everything is moving forward... but i'm still standing on the same ground... doubting and struggling to make my move..
a lot of things have changed as time pass.. even those younger than me is moving ahead of me.. its'time for me to ponder what have i accomplished in the past years..
need a place for me to be myself.. or i should said a place that i can fit in.. always seems out of place.. and hope the never ending problems can give me a break.. tired but no place to go..

Simple thoughts

2010-01-08T18:54:00.004+08:00

I'm really tired... choosing a path that i totally dislike of is gonna make myself suffer in the future. Even till now, my 2nd semester at this uni, i still can't accept the truth that i'm studying education course.. Still unhappy about accepting ppl advise to become a teacher.. Yes, lots of ppl said its a good thing i can get it and surely lots of good things will come out following the choice that i have made. But none of them understand the inner struggling that i have bear with for so many months d.. When i don't like something, somehow i can never excel in it.. I've a very bad result last sem.. Really feels like crying.. dunno how long can i cope with all of these..

Tired!!!

2010-01-08T18:09:00.000+08:00

Today is supposed to be good day... The day started off with a bright and sunny morning. But nothing went smoothly today. Well, here it goes:

As usual, we need to seek the approval from the board of lecturers in order to add or drop a course. The time given for us to undergone all those ‘exciting’ process is in 2 weeks time. And tomorrow, Friday is the due date for us to add a course. We(me and a few friends) have been hunting for 2 lecturers for the past one week (we only know that the lecture is crash with the lab session on last Wednesday if not mistaken, so not much time for us to act ). We arrived at campus, say 11a.m., then the hunting season begin. We walk from a place to another place to look the lecturer. Opps, he is not here and there too. So we ask for his location then we walk back again. We walk back and forth a few times, then suddenly as if the grace of the angels finally fallen on us, we saw the lecturer walking towards us. Both of us are so happy!! We get hold of his precious signature. It’s silly of us to think that the hunt have ended and we can finally hand in the forms to the office then can online to register it. None of us realise that the exciting part is still waiting for us...

After we gotten the signature, we need to get the approval from the head of department for that particular course. So we walk till the other end of the campus to reach his office. He was back after lunch break just after we have wait for a few minutes. All of us are having a same thought: we are so lucky today!!! No need to wait for a few hours... Haha.... We wait for our turns then we went in.

WE: Dr, can you do us a favour? We need your approval to drop this and join that.

Dr: Tell me your reasons?

We: oh, the lecture is crash with lab session. We discussed with the lecturer in charge of lab session d, it is not possible for us to change it. So we need to change this class to this and this day. We already got the approval from the lecturer who is going to teach us for this course.

Dr: No, I’ll not sign on these forms. Because so and so... (He talks a lot and we just skip that)

In the end, we didn’t manage to get his approval. We went to a few lecturers and some of them are also head of department. They also agree that the reasons given don’t seem good enough to reject our request. They did help us to fight for it and we’ve lose. All our time and energy spend on this are going to be wasted just like that. Sometimes, all these procedures of getting approval in a certain things can really spoil our days. We rush here and there for the whole day and ends up for nothing. 

Anyway, tomorrow we shall fight for it again and this will be the last fight! Wish us luck will you? 

Ps:This is written on 7 January 2010.

等待

2010-01-04T19:18:00.001+08:00

人家说，守时是一种美德。

那等待呢？

又是个什么东西？

何谓等待？

傻傻地，痴痴地什么事也不做，

就只是坐在那，

期待着奇迹的出现，

等待着某种转变，甚至是改变。。。

那也许只是我痴心妄想，

但我依旧会守候着在你身旁。。。

this one is written on 31/12/09...

无奈

2010-01-04T19:14:00.002+08:00

有点累了，

孤单地飞了这么久，

依然找不到属於我的栖息地。。。

有点无奈，

但仍然在这广阔的天空里继续飞翔。。。

抱着一丝丝的希望，

属於我的世界就在不远的前方。。。

this one is written on 30/12/09...

Finally..

2009-08-04T22:45:00.013+08:00

Wow... have been at perak for 1 months plus d.. but now i'm back at Kuching due to the H1N1.. Its so annoying.. Spoilted my special plan for my midterm holiday only.. Anyway, here are some photo to give some insight of my uni life..

this is the view of Kolej Ungku Omar (KUO) that i took from my hostel.. currently i'm staying at KHAR, the one and only one hostel with escalator( 9 storey high ar!!.. if not, need to climb the stair and will sweat like hell..).

this is one of the lab session...

Me!! haha.. in the extra large labcoat... looks weird right??? Hehe...

this pic was taken during the 1st trip to the KFC at pekan near our hostel.. (at the back, from left) Mei Ping, Hilda (at the front, from left) Cindy and me.. Hehe..

This is Mei Ping 20th birthday cake.. its a very simple celebration...

This was taken while on the way to kl... Staying at kl for one day before coming back at home.. haha...

Uni life at UPSI is considered ok... need to be independent nowadays.. Everyday is all about lab report, assignment, what for lunch, what for dinner, and plan some excitement for weekends, such as go to kl for shopping, meet up with friends and so on... But got something which is rather troublesome, that is the wifi signal at my room is always low and face difficulty when need to hunt for info for assignment.. This is really a huge headache...

Anyway, thanks to this sudden attack of H1N1, i can be at home and celebrate my younger bro birthday, which falls on today.. Haha... He is 12 years old d... as he said, got ic d, so considered as old man d... haha...

This is his fair lady birthday cake... Not bad.. haha...

And here comes the birthday boy!!!

I think thats all for now.. will try to update when have the chance.. haha.. Tata..

A Trip To The Nature

2009-06-02T00:11:00.007+08:00

Haha.. Woke up early this morning(1st june) to join my family for a short trip to a place which i dunno the name but have a stream for kids to play.. Well, two younger siblings were having fun with the water gun.. They keep on shooting each other,and its fun to see them having fun..

After a while, i get tired of watching them, so just found a place to sit down with my brother and mum.. We just keep on chatting and eating.. haha.. Anyway, i'm really enjoying the moment spend with my family.. Its have been a while seen i last joining this kind of trip.. the breeze is soothing and the tree is doing a great job, providing shade for the visitors...

After 2 hours, we just leave the place ( coz its time for me to work.. :-( .. its a boring job.. haiz.. ).. Just hope that can have the chance to go for trip with my family again soon.. hehe..

Thats all for now.. Tata..

Moody

2009-05-30T23:47:00.003+08:00

Sob.. Sob.. Kinda sad coz didn't manage to get the offer to study at USM.. but its my own fault.. really.. didn't put in enough effort in studies.. No point regret d.. There is no point crying over spilt milk right??? Just hope that can get other offer at other universities..

To be frank, i'm really tired lately and aimless.. I dunno what i want and what i can achieve d.. Kinda depress actually.. feels like lost in the middle of ocean.. can't see the land at all.. i know i know... i sound so sad.. no worries.. i'll be ok after a good sleep.. just need a place for me to express my feelings...

1st Post In Year 2009

2009-05-26T12:25:00.006+08:00

Haha... Finally.. have time to start blogging.. I'm still a freshy when comes to blogging.. Just wanna give it a try.. Here it goes..

The most interesting thing that happened lately will be the interview for MEDSI at UiTM on 18th May... Haiz.. Lots of embarrassing things occured that day.. 1st of all, i wake up extremely early that morning just to go to school to hunt for teacher to help me reprint a cert for me.. ( someone lost my cert and when she reprint it for me, she changed my surname to Lai.. haiz.. like a crazy ppl that morning..).. after all the chaos, teacher told me it'll be ready at 11 something.. then that should be ok since my interview start at 2.00pm...

When reached school, the door was locked and i can't get the cert.. so need to rush here and there to look for teacher again.. finally, found the teacher teaching in the classroom.. and at last, my cert is ready.. Now, the journey to UiTM started.. hehe..

I thought it'll be a smooth journey since we know the location of UNIMAS and know that UiTM is just near the UNIMAS.. But, very paiseh to tell, we are lost till dunno where!!!... haiz.. Luckily called up swee teen and she brought us to the place.. well... so now all i've to do is just wait for the interview.. but i never guess that there are more things ahead of me..

After waiting for a while (its so HOT!!! no fans at all..), only i get to know that we need to demo how we teach.. AR!!! it was like, i'm DOOM!!! i havent touch any biology book, say, for the last 5 months??!! And you want me to teach biology on the spot!! haiz.. Die liao.. so start cracking my head to squezze bio thingy out..

It took so long to reached my turn since i'n the 8th candidate.. But at last, it's my turn..Hmm.. something happened just b4 my interview get started.. i step on my skirt and almost falls down and in the chaos to stedy myself, i accidentally slammed the door... the judges also dunno what to do with me and just smile at me.. haiz.. so clumsy and so paiseh.. don't dare to think about the impression that i gave to the judges d.. >_<..

Well, the session started and i keep on bombarded with questions, like teaching math and science in english and the obstacles faced, why choose to be teacher and etc.. Demo teaching.. And finally.. the interiew ended.. i was like, phew,, finally can take a deep breath and relax.. haha..

Now all i need do is just wait for the outcome of the interview.. Hope can get the course.. hehe.. wish me luck yar..

Hmm.. Which one should i choose?

2008-03-27T18:32:00.002+08:00

You scored as a Psychology/Sociology

You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in Psychology, Sociology, or related majors (e.g., Counseling, Industrial-Organizational (I-O) Psychology, Social Work, or other social science majors).

It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.

Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Psychology and Sociology are both great minors to add to any major. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.
Psychology/Sociology
75%
French/Spanish/OtherLanguage
75%
Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health
69%
Biology/Chemistry/Geology
69%
English/Journalism/Comm
63%
History/Anthropology/LiberalArts
50%
Accounting/Finance/Marketing
50%
Education/Counseling
50%
Physics/Engineering/Computer
44%
HR/BusinessManagement
38%
Mathematics/Statistics
31%
PoliticalScience/Philosophy
25%
Visual&PerformingArts
19%
Religion/Theology
13%