Saturday, May 30, 2009

Moody

Sob.. Sob.. Kinda sad coz didn't manage to get the offer to study at USM.. but its my own fault.. really.. didn't put in enough effort in studies.. No point regret d.. There is no point crying over spilt milk right??? Just hope that can get other offer at other universities..

To be frank, i'm really tired lately and aimless.. I dunno what i want and what i can achieve d.. Kinda depress actually.. feels like lost in the middle of ocean.. can't see the land at all.. i know i know... i sound so sad.. no worries.. i'll be ok after a good sleep.. just need a place for me to express my feelings...

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

1st Post In Year 2009

Haha... Finally.. have time to start blogging.. I'm still a freshy when comes to blogging.. Just wanna give it a try.. Here it goes..

The most interesting thing that happened lately will be the interview for MEDSI at UiTM on 18th May... Haiz.. Lots of embarrassing things occured that day.. 1st of all, i wake up extremely early that morning just to go to school to hunt for teacher to help me reprint a cert for me.. ( someone lost my cert and when she reprint it for me, she changed my surname to Lai.. haiz.. like a crazy ppl that morning..).. after all the chaos, teacher told me it'll be ready at 11 something.. then that should be ok since my interview start at 2.00pm...

When reached school, the door was locked and i can't get the cert.. so need to rush here and there to look for teacher again.. finally, found the teacher teaching in the classroom.. and at last, my cert is ready.. Now, the journey to UiTM started.. hehe..

I thought it'll be a smooth journey since we know the location of UNIMAS and know that UiTM is just near the UNIMAS.. But, very paiseh to tell, we are lost till dunno where!!!... haiz.. Luckily called up swee teen and she brought us to the place.. well... so now all i've to do is just wait for the interview.. but i never guess that there are more things ahead of me..

After waiting for a while (its so HOT!!! no fans at all..), only i get to know that we need to demo how we teach.. AR!!! it was like, i'm DOOM!!! i havent touch any biology book, say, for the last 5 months??!! And you want me to teach biology on the spot!! haiz.. Die liao.. so start cracking my head to squezze bio thingy out..

It took so long to reached my turn since i'n the 8th candidate.. But at last, it's my turn..Hmm.. something happened just b4 my interview get started.. i step on my skirt and almost falls down and in the chaos to stedy myself, i accidentally slammed the door... the judges also dunno what to do with me and just smile at me.. haiz.. so clumsy and so paiseh.. don't dare to think about the impression that i gave to the judges d.. >_<..

Well, the session started and i keep on bombarded with questions, like teaching math and science in english and the obstacles faced, why choose to be teacher and etc.. Demo teaching.. And finally.. the interiew ended.. i was like, phew,, finally can take a deep breath and relax.. haha..

Now all i need do is just wait for the outcome of the interview.. Hope can get the course.. hehe.. wish me luck yar..