Wednesday, July 28, 2010

不要鑽牛角尖

人﹐其實可以過得簡單又快樂。。。
這其中的玄機就是-你在那一念之間的抉擇。。。

很多時候﹐我們的不快樂﹐不愉快﹐都是自找的。。
我們太執着﹐又愛鑽牛角尖。。。
雖然執着有時是一件好事。。。
但一旦 過於執着﹐
那就不會是件好事﹐反而會讓一個人看不透周遭的一切。。。

遇着不愉快。。。

我們可以對着它苦惱不已﹐無論如何都要把它給剷除掉。。。
然後把自己搞得疲憊不堪﹐成日在那唉聲嘆氣。。。
又或許我們可以對它笑一笑﹐ 然後繞道而行﹐繼續我們那漫長的人生旅途。。。

這一切都掌握在自己的手中。。。

Thursday, May 6, 2010

蝴蝶

啊。。。好美啊﹗
快來看看﹐
那顏色是多麼地引人注目﹐
多麼地迷人。。。
在那花叢中﹐
自由自在地飛訝飛呀。。。
此景煞是好看。。。
人﹐
總是把目光放在漂亮﹐賞心悅目的東西身上。。。
只會欣賞它那外在的美麗﹐
又有誰會把目光
放在曾經擁有醜陋的外表﹐
從前的它呢﹖
曾幾何時﹐
又有誰在乎它﹐
是如何地努力﹐
如何地面對過去種種的困難與辛酸﹐
才成為今天的它呢﹖

筆于25/4/2010

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Something to ponder about

Its been quite sometime since the last update.. Anyway...

Been in a lot of things lately... Nothing went smoothly but learning to stand up when i've falls down.. Yes.. i know i'm not independent enough and i'm learning in the past one and a half year.. Thanks to those who ever encouraged me all this while..

Learning to admit that is my fault that i get scolded, not others. Thats the 1st thing that i need to learn in order to be independent. Trying not to put the blame on others when something do not go smoothly...

And... realised that nobody is perfect.. its time for me to tuck my temper away in a deep corner.. And try to change to a better person..

There are still so much to learn and so many obstacles which need to be overcome in the path lying ahead... but will be looking forward to it.. because with each step that i take, i'm one step nearer to my goal.. and i'll be learning from it... :)

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

New Year

Well, the CNY have passed... miss my family, miss my old friend.. miss my hometown..
I'm a year older now, but it doesn't seems that i'm a year wiser.. everything is moving forward... but i'm still standing on the same ground... doubting and struggling to make my move..
a lot of things have changed as time pass.. even those younger than me is moving ahead of me.. its'time for me to ponder what have i accomplished in the past years..
need a place for me to be myself.. or i should said a place that i can fit in.. always seems out of place.. and hope the never ending problems can give me a break.. tired but no place to go..

Friday, January 8, 2010

Simple thoughts

I'm really tired... choosing a path that i totally dislike of is gonna make myself suffer in the future. Even till now, my 2nd semester at this uni, i still can't accept the truth that i'm studying education course.. Still unhappy about accepting ppl advise to become a teacher.. Yes, lots of ppl said its a good thing i can get it and surely lots of good things will come out following the choice that i have made. But none of them understand the inner struggling that i have bear with for so many months d.. When i don't like something, somehow i can never excel in it.. I've a very bad result last sem.. Really feels like crying.. dunno how long can i cope with all of these..

Tired!!!

Today is supposed to be good day... The day started off with a bright and sunny morning. But nothing went smoothly today. Well, here it goes:

As usual, we need to seek the approval from the board of lecturers in order to add or drop a course. The time given for us to undergone all those ‘exciting’ process is in 2 weeks time. And tomorrow, Friday is the due date for us to add a course. We(me and a few friends) have been hunting for 2 lecturers for the past one week (we only know that the lecture is crash with the lab session on last Wednesday if not mistaken, so not much time for us to act ). We arrived at campus, say 11a.m., then the hunting season begin. We walk from a place to another place to look the lecturer. Opps, he is not here and there too. So we ask for his location then we walk back again. We walk back and forth a few times, then suddenly as if the grace of the angels finally fallen on us, we saw the lecturer walking towards us. Both of us are so happy!! We get hold of his precious signature. It’s silly of us to think that the hunt have ended and we can finally hand in the forms to the office then can online to register it. None of us realise that the exciting part is still waiting for us...

After we gotten the signature, we need to get the approval from the head of department for that particular course. So we walk till the other end of the campus to reach his office. He was back after lunch break just after we have wait for a few minutes. All of us are having a same thought: we are so lucky today!!! No need to wait for a few hours... Haha.... We wait for our turns then we went in.

WE: Dr, can you do us a favour? We need your approval to drop this and join that.

Dr: Tell me your reasons?

We: oh, the lecture is crash with lab session. We discussed with the lecturer in charge of lab session d, it is not possible for us to change it. So we need to change this class to this and this day. We already got the approval from the lecturer who is going to teach us for this course.

Dr: No, I’ll not sign on these forms. Because so and so... (He talks a lot and we just skip that)

In the end, we didn’t manage to get his approval. We went to a few lecturers and some of them are also head of department. They also agree that the reasons given don’t seem good enough to reject our request. They did help us to fight for it and we’ve lose. All our time and energy spend on this are going to be wasted just like that. Sometimes, all these procedures of getting approval in a certain things can really spoil our days. We rush here and there for the whole day and ends up for nothing. 

Anyway, tomorrow we shall fight for it again and this will be the last fight! Wish us luck will you? 

Ps:This is written on 7 January 2010.

Monday, January 4, 2010

等待

人家说,守时是一种美德。

那等待呢?

又是个什么东西?

何谓等待?

傻傻地,痴痴地什么事也不做,

就只是坐在那,

期待着奇迹的出现,

等待着某种转变,甚至是改变。。。

那也许只是我痴心妄想,

但我依旧会守候着在你身旁。。。

this one is written on 31/12/09...

无奈

有点累了,

单地飞了这么久,

依然找不到属於我的栖息地。。。

有点无奈,

但仍然在广阔的天空里继续飞翔。。。

抱着一丝丝的希望,

属於我的世界就在不远的前方。。。


this one is written on 30/12/09...