I know I should but I can't.
When the others put in tremendous effort and striving for their best, I just do my work for the sake of the work. Assignment? Test? I couldn't care less.
This is not the path I would have chosen for myself.
However, what's done is done. As quoted from Joseph Campbell, "We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned, so as to accept the life that is waiting for us."
It's time for me to Try My Best.