少了。。。

忽然心血来潮，打开了沉睡了许久的部落格。。。

也许是失眠了吧！但有股冲动想胡乱在键盘上按出现在的心情。。。

少了自我为中心的生活，

少了和朋友相聚的机会，

少了朋友，

少了灵感，

少了向前冲的动力，

少了要对人微笑的习惯，

少了凡是向好的方面想的想法，

少了出去玩的冲动，

少了， 我也不知道我好少了什么，

我好像步入了只属于我一个人的世界，

不善于和人沟通，

不想和人沟通，

什么都不想，

好像少了灵魂似的地过着

千篇一律的生活。

期待。。。

原来

心情不好,想找个人聊天也没有...
打开面子书一看,才发现到没有一个是可以陪我聊一聊的...
原来,我已经离开了属于自己的社圈...
原来,我的朋友真的不多...
原来,我放弃了这么的多...
原来,我一直活在自己的世界里...
原来,我还有这么多的原来..
无奈.. 无奈啊!..

truly, madly, deeply

I think of the time when we were preparing for STPM. This song really soothes me whenever i felt the pressure of exam. Dunno why, but really like this song. Miss the time when all of us study and at the same time enjoying our life with all the small things that means a lot to me when I'm looking back of that time. Thanks to all my dearest pal!

当下- Thoughts of the day

" Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has yet to come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering."

Time to catch up :)

Yeah! First post in year 2011! congratulation to myself for finally started blogging again.. anyway, lets get started..

Well, I'm a sophomore starting this semester.. Feels like getting older as the times pass by.. Can even feels the breeze of it.. :P My life here seems to be getting better or i should said, i'm well accustomed to my mundane uni life.. To be frank, started to enjoy and appreciate my life as a student in this particular university. Hopes its' not too late to realize this...Because before this, i was having a miserable life due to my own unhappy thoughts...

During my last semester break, i've put on a lot of thoughts on this matter.. Then i realized, why should i made my life so miserable and bored? Nobody is going to pull me out of this state, it's up to me to help myself or continuously let myself get drown in this self--pitying state.. Hence, i decided to change into my new self gradually. Hope can see the changes by the end of this year.

As usual, new year new resolution. I've made a few simple plan for myself. First, enjoy life to the fullest. I'll give more attention to the small pleasures in life instead of chasing after those unreachable goal. Learn to savors moment in life. This is crucial because i realized that 'life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans' as quoted from Mitch Albom. No point wasting time on planning something which we'll never archive. Apart from that, I'll put in effort to have more 'me' time. Spend times to do something which i like, pampering myself with food or books which i enjoy and most important of all, be myself.

I have given a good start with my new year resolution: enjoy my afternoon with a cuppa and a slice of cake plus a pals to talks with. :-)

不要鑽牛角尖

人﹐其實可以過得簡單又快樂。。。
這其中的玄機就是-你在那一念之間的抉擇。。。

很多時候﹐我們的不快樂﹐不愉快﹐都是自找的。。
我們太執着﹐又愛鑽牛角尖。。。
雖然執着有時是一件好事。。。
但一旦 過於執着﹐
那就不會是件好事﹐反而會讓一個人看不透周遭的一切。。。

遇着不愉快。。。

我們可以對着它苦惱不已﹐無論如何都要把它給剷除掉。。。
然後把自己搞得疲憊不堪﹐成日在那唉聲嘆氣。。。
又或許我們可以對它笑一笑﹐ 然後繞道而行﹐繼續我們那漫長的人生旅途。。。

這一切都掌握在自己的手中。。。

蝴蝶

啊。。。好美啊﹗
快來看看﹐
那顏色是多麼地引人注目﹐
多麼地迷人。。。
在那花叢中﹐
自由自在地飛訝飛呀。。。
此景煞是好看。。。
人﹐
總是把目光放在漂亮﹐賞心悅目的東西身上。。。
只會欣賞它那外在的美麗﹐
又有誰會把目光
放在曾經擁有醜陋的外表﹐
從前的它呢﹖
曾幾何時﹐
又有誰在乎它﹐
是如何地努力﹐
如何地面對過去種種的困難與辛酸﹐
才成為今天的它呢﹖

筆于25/4/2010