Its been quite sometime since the last update.. Anyway...
Been in a lot of things lately... Nothing went smoothly but learning to stand up when i've falls down.. Yes.. i know i'm not independent enough and i'm learning in the past one and a half year.. Thanks to those who ever encouraged me all this while..
Learning to admit that is my fault that i get scolded, not others. Thats the 1st thing that i need to learn in order to be independent. Trying not to put the blame on others when something do not go smoothly...
And... realised that nobody is perfect.. its time for me to tuck my temper away in a deep corner.. And try to change to a better person..
There are still so much to learn and so many obstacles which need to be overcome in the path lying ahead... but will be looking forward to it.. because with each step that i take, i'm one step nearer to my goal.. and i'll be learning from it... :)
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
New Year
Well, the CNY have passed... miss my family, miss my old friend.. miss my hometown..
I'm a year older now, but it doesn't seems that i'm a year wiser.. everything is moving forward... but i'm still standing on the same ground... doubting and struggling to make my move..
a lot of things have changed as time pass.. even those younger than me is moving ahead of me.. its'time for me to ponder what have i accomplished in the past years..
need a place for me to be myself.. or i should said a place that i can fit in.. always seems out of place.. and hope the never ending problems can give me a break.. tired but no place to go..
I'm a year older now, but it doesn't seems that i'm a year wiser.. everything is moving forward... but i'm still standing on the same ground... doubting and struggling to make my move..
a lot of things have changed as time pass.. even those younger than me is moving ahead of me.. its'time for me to ponder what have i accomplished in the past years..
need a place for me to be myself.. or i should said a place that i can fit in.. always seems out of place.. and hope the never ending problems can give me a break.. tired but no place to go..
Friday, January 8, 2010
Simple thoughts
I'm really tired... choosing a path that i totally dislike of is gonna make myself suffer in the future. Even till now, my 2nd semester at this uni, i still can't accept the truth that i'm studying education course.. Still unhappy about accepting ppl advise to become a teacher.. Yes, lots of ppl said its a good thing i can get it and surely lots of good things will come out following the choice that i have made. But none of them understand the inner struggling that i have bear with for so many months d.. When i don't like something, somehow i can never excel in it.. I've a very bad result last sem.. Really feels like crying.. dunno how long can i cope with all of these..
Tired!!!
Today is supposed to be good day... The day started off with a bright and sunny morning. But nothing went smoothly today. Well, here it goes:
As usual, we need to seek the approval from the board of lecturers in order to add or drop a course. The time given for us to undergone all those ‘exciting’ process is in 2 weeks time. And tomorrow, Friday is the due date for us to add a course. We(me and a few friends) have been hunting for 2 lecturers for the past one week (we only know that the lecture is crash with the lab session on last Wednesday if not mistaken, so not much time for us to act ). We arrived at campus, say 11a.m., then the hunting season begin. We walk from a place to another place to look the lecturer. Opps, he is not here and there too. So we ask for his location then we walk back again. We walk back and forth a few times, then suddenly as if the grace of the angels finally fallen on us, we saw the lecturer walking towards us. Both of us are so happy!! We get hold of his precious signature. It’s silly of us to think that the hunt have ended and we can finally hand in the forms to the office then can online to register it. None of us realise that the exciting part is still waiting for us...
After we gotten the signature, we need to get the approval from the head of department for that particular course. So we walk till the other end of the campus to reach his office. He was back after lunch break just after we have wait for a few minutes. All of us are having a same thought: we are so lucky today!!! No need to wait for a few hours... Haha.... We wait for our turns then we went in.
WE: Dr, can you do us a favour? We need your approval to drop this and join that.
Dr: Tell me your reasons?
We: oh, the lecture is crash with lab session. We discussed with the lecturer in charge of lab session d, it is not possible for us to change it. So we need to change this class to this and this day. We already got the approval from the lecturer who is going to teach us for this course.
Dr: No, I’ll not sign on these forms. Because so and so... (He talks a lot and we just skip that)
In the end, we didn’t manage to get his approval. We went to a few lecturers and some of them are also head of department. They also agree that the reasons given don’t seem good enough to reject our request. They did help us to fight for it and we’ve lose. All our time and energy spend on this are going to be wasted just like that. Sometimes, all these procedures of getting approval in a certain things can really spoil our days. We rush here and there for the whole day and ends up for nothing.
Anyway, tomorrow we shall fight for it again and this will be the last fight! Wish us luck will you?
Ps:This is written on 7 January 2010.
As usual, we need to seek the approval from the board of lecturers in order to add or drop a course. The time given for us to undergone all those ‘exciting’ process is in 2 weeks time. And tomorrow, Friday is the due date for us to add a course. We(me and a few friends) have been hunting for 2 lecturers for the past one week (we only know that the lecture is crash with the lab session on last Wednesday if not mistaken, so not much time for us to act ). We arrived at campus, say 11a.m., then the hunting season begin. We walk from a place to another place to look the lecturer. Opps, he is not here and there too. So we ask for his location then we walk back again. We walk back and forth a few times, then suddenly as if the grace of the angels finally fallen on us, we saw the lecturer walking towards us. Both of us are so happy!! We get hold of his precious signature. It’s silly of us to think that the hunt have ended and we can finally hand in the forms to the office then can online to register it. None of us realise that the exciting part is still waiting for us...
After we gotten the signature, we need to get the approval from the head of department for that particular course. So we walk till the other end of the campus to reach his office. He was back after lunch break just after we have wait for a few minutes. All of us are having a same thought: we are so lucky today!!! No need to wait for a few hours... Haha.... We wait for our turns then we went in.
WE: Dr, can you do us a favour? We need your approval to drop this and join that.
Dr: Tell me your reasons?
We: oh, the lecture is crash with lab session. We discussed with the lecturer in charge of lab session d, it is not possible for us to change it. So we need to change this class to this and this day. We already got the approval from the lecturer who is going to teach us for this course.
Dr: No, I’ll not sign on these forms. Because so and so... (He talks a lot and we just skip that)
In the end, we didn’t manage to get his approval. We went to a few lecturers and some of them are also head of department. They also agree that the reasons given don’t seem good enough to reject our request. They did help us to fight for it and we’ve lose. All our time and energy spend on this are going to be wasted just like that. Sometimes, all these procedures of getting approval in a certain things can really spoil our days. We rush here and there for the whole day and ends up for nothing.
Anyway, tomorrow we shall fight for it again and this will be the last fight! Wish us luck will you?
Ps:This is written on 7 January 2010.
Monday, January 4, 2010
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Finally..
Wow... have been at perak for 1 months plus d.. but now i'm back at Kuching due to the H1N1.. Its so annoying.. Spoilted my special plan for my midterm holiday only.. Anyway, here are some photo to give some insight of my uni life..
this is the view of Kolej Ungku Omar (KUO) that i took from my hostel.. currently i'm staying at KHAR, the one and only one hostel with escalator( 9 storey high ar!!.. if not, need to climb the stair and will sweat like hell..).
this is one of the lab session...
Me!! haha.. in the extra large labcoat... looks weird right??? Hehe...
this pic was taken during the 1st trip to the KFC at pekan near our hostel.. (at the back, from left) Mei Ping, Hilda (at the front, from left) Cindy and me.. Hehe..
This is Mei Ping 20th birthday cake.. its a very simple celebration...
This was taken while on the way to kl... Staying at kl for one day before coming back at home.. haha...
Uni life at UPSI is considered ok... need to be independent nowadays.. Everyday is all about lab report, assignment, what for lunch, what for dinner, and plan some excitement for weekends, such as go to kl for shopping, meet up with friends and so on... But got something which is rather troublesome, that is the wifi signal at my room is always low and face difficulty when need to hunt for info for assignment.. This is really a huge headache...
Anyway, thanks to this sudden attack of H1N1, i can be at home and celebrate my younger bro birthday, which falls on today.. Haha... He is 12 years old d... as he said, got ic d, so considered as old man d... haha...
This is his fair lady birthday cake... Not bad.. haha...
And here comes the birthday boy!!!
I think thats all for now.. will try to update when have the chance.. haha.. Tata..
this is the view of Kolej Ungku Omar (KUO) that i took from my hostel.. currently i'm staying at KHAR, the one and only one hostel with escalator( 9 storey high ar!!.. if not, need to climb the stair and will sweat like hell..).
this is one of the lab session...
Me!! haha.. in the extra large labcoat... looks weird right??? Hehe...
this pic was taken during the 1st trip to the KFC at pekan near our hostel.. (at the back, from left) Mei Ping, Hilda (at the front, from left) Cindy and me.. Hehe..
This is Mei Ping 20th birthday cake.. its a very simple celebration...
This was taken while on the way to kl... Staying at kl for one day before coming back at home.. haha...Uni life at UPSI is considered ok... need to be independent nowadays.. Everyday is all about lab report, assignment, what for lunch, what for dinner, and plan some excitement for weekends, such as go to kl for shopping, meet up with friends and so on... But got something which is rather troublesome, that is the wifi signal at my room is always low and face difficulty when need to hunt for info for assignment.. This is really a huge headache...
Anyway, thanks to this sudden attack of H1N1, i can be at home and celebrate my younger bro birthday, which falls on today.. Haha... He is 12 years old d... as he said, got ic d, so considered as old man d... haha...
This is his fair lady birthday cake... Not bad.. haha...
And here comes the birthday boy!!!
I think thats all for now.. will try to update when have the chance.. haha.. Tata..
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